IN THE MIDDLE

One day..went to lepaking (again) wit a friend of mine @ strawberry field, PJ town..this is my routine..taking late dinner + talking ridicilous thing..after laughing like hell..at sudden we came to this conversation..haha..

my friend 

hey dean..dont u realize that..everything about us (u n me) can be refer to this term : "in the middle"

 myself

what?..owh i get it..u nak cakap..we are "sotong" ke?..hahaha..if itu u maksud kan..i totally agree..hahaha

my friend

hahahaha..itu salah satu dari nye la..meh aq explain pe yang aq maksud kan

conclusion from ape yg dia cite

when someone ask u.."apa kelebihan u". and "apa yang u minat untuk buat".leyh x korang jawab tanpa "senjata anda di bawah" mengecut dan mulut x mengeluar kan bunyi hmmmmm...hehehe..it happen because u still in the middle of learning your own self..

at this present time..he and i still not get any job that follow our qualification..it happens because lack of confidence sebab kami "in the middle" in term of gender..its hard to convince people with this "sotong" characteristic in engineering field..it is fact..hahaha..

and that night, he and i leyh conclude kan yang it seems like we are "nothing"..since kami xdek kelebihan dr semua aspek..semua nye "in the middle"..haishh..what a pathetic life la..nak cakap pandai main instrument..kami x reti..nak ckp english hebat..still in the middle..in sport lagi la..hahaha..saya x nak jd cam "binatang pink yang renek" tu..jalan pun tunduk sebab malu dgn diri sendri..hahaha..

p/s : pape pun..im hepi wit ma own self now..i percaya..pasti ada sesuatu yang besh punye untuk i in future..lalala..  =)